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::SEIZE THE DAY::

EACH DAY IS A GIFT.....SO FULL OF OPPORTUNITIES.
LIVE EACH DAY TO THE FULLEST, MAKE IT THE BEST DAY IN YOUR LIFE.
TURN YOUR VISION AND DREAMS TO ACTION AND DO NOT FORGET TO ENJOY THE JOURNEY...

:: there are things that we don't want to happen but have to accept...
things we don't want to know but have to learn...
and people we can't live without but have to let go...::

Monday, October 26, 2009

hujan lebat itulah puncanya~

awal pagi tu hujan lebat mencurah2...i woke up from my sleep as i felt my pillow became wet..goshh!! siling rumah bocor ke?? aku tengok jam, it's 4am...terasa air menitik2 drp siling jatuh betul2 kat tepi telinga aku..adehhh..lencun dah my pillow..


sempat lagi pikir tu, kena buat report ni, mintak bahagian maintenance betulkan..kalau dak, alamatnya musim2 hujan ni, tido dalam airlah aku...


demi nak menyambung baki2 tido yang tinggal lagi berapa jam tu, aku gi dapur cari bekas nak tadah air hujan tu...isshh..takkan nak letak besen kain kot..besar sangat..nasib baik ada besen yang agak2 oklah kalau nak tampung air barang sejam dua...pillow tadi aku sandarkan kt tepi dinding..aku sambung tido balik....


bangun pagi, aku check semula siling...tengok takde pape...takde kesan air...pillow tak basah pun...dan yang paling menghairankan, besen tu k.e.r.i.n.g!! ya Allah, apa sebenarnya jadi kat aku tadi?? aku boleh on lampu, jalan gi dapur, dan siap mimpi hujan yang lebat tu betul2 dah rosakkan siling bilik aku dan jugak bilik nani...


bila citer kat nani pagi tu, dia kata "ko ngigau kot yanie...ish..riso aku, esok2 ngigau mintak guard kunci van, pastu ko drive sampai ke hospital.." alamakkk!!! takutnya lah aku...

citer kat budak2 ofis ni, liya n intan dah siap2 reka citer sendiri dalam otak masing2..pikir aku sebenarnya dah tido atas lantai bilik air..impaknya kpada liya, dia tersengih sorang2 dalam kelas tadi teringat citer aku...

aku SLEEPWALKING??? and he said, "penat sangat, pikir apa tah awak tu.."




Sleepwalking (also called somnambulism or noctambulism[1]) is a parasomnia (not to be confused with psychosis) or sleep disorder where the sufferer engages in activities normally associated with wakefulness while asleep or in a sleep-like state. Sleepwalking is usually defined by or involves the person affected apparently shifting from their prior sleeping position and moving around and performing normal actions as if awake (cleaning, walking and other activities).



for more info, get it here..



aku adalah sekarang dalam musim yang tidak tahu nak ekpress macamana citer2 aku..makanya, unsur2 dramatik dan perasa2 perencah2 adalah kurang wujud dalam setiap entri...harap maklum ~ngeee

Sunday, October 25, 2009

sabar itu indah -

Bismillah dan istighfar banyak2 sebelum mulakan entri kali ni...

finally setelah last entri pada 7Julai lepas, aku bangun kembali daripada rehat yang panjang...fuuhhhh...dan malam ni memang betul2 aku terjaga dan hilang rasa ngantuk lepas dapat satu mesej tadi..

enS mesej aku mintak follow up ngan this student pasal masalah dia dan kawan2nya yang katanya tak mandi seminggu sebab takde air..she sent an sms to enS mlm2 hari, telling him that air takde kt hostel dan kami tak mandi dah seminggu!!

astaghfirullahal'azim...ada felow warden..warden pun ada duduk tak jauh dari blok diorg, kat enS jugak diorg nak ngadu nape?? enS kata "hang garang kot..tu pasai depa takut nak ngadu"..ha, yelah, sebab pe depa lagi suka nak ngadu kat hang? pasai hang tu lelaki.." (tahap lantang suara enS kalau jerkah budak, aku pun takleh lawan..itupun diorg pilih nak ngadu kat dia pasai pa? kalu bukan sbb dia tu lelaki)

aku mesej student ni "kol saya-miss yanie"..tunggu punya tunggu senyap aje..aku pun try kol..lebih daripada 5kali aku kol, tak jawab langsung..dia reject kol..(yes, i know ok!!) aku bgtau enS "hang takyah layan mesej budak2 tu..satgi tau lah aku nak buat apa"

tak lama pastu, ada satu kol masuk, rupa2nya this student. aku tanya nape tak jawab kol i tadi, dia boleh jawab, "SAYA TENGAH BERSEMBANG NGAN KAWAN" pangggg!!! tak rasa macam nak mintak penampar ke jawab camtu...aku telefon ko nak bagi solution masalah ko, ko boleh plak buat tak endah kan?? bertuah punya budak.. aku tanya apa citer sampai tak mandi seminggu, dia pun bagitau la air tak naik kat blok dia, toilet berbau...

"abis tu, tak gi cari kt blok lain ke?"
"eh, blok lain ada ke air miss?"
"Lailahaillallah...(mengucap panjang aku..)cubalah tengok2.kalu duduk tunggu air datang kat u, memang tak dapatla..usahalah sikit..terdesak sangat, depan umah i ni air laju..datang mandi kt blok sini pun takpe"
"ooo..macam tu ye miss?"
"ye..u sem berapa?"
"sem 1"

abis cakap ngan budak tu, aku kol pulak my student kat the other blok, tnya ada ke tak air kt situ.."level atas takde miss..kitorg guna air kat bawah je..setakat nak mandi tu, boleh la..budak2 blok lain ada je datang tadah air kat sini"...."emm..ok.tapi takdela sampai tak mandi langsung kan?".."ye miss...boleh je nak mandi"

dah tu, kol semula budak yang mula2 tadi, bagitau "ye sayang, pegi jalan ke blok yang satu tu, mandi kat sana..jangan sampai tak mandi plak.."
bila aku tnya nape msj enS, tak bagitau i dulu, stat gelak gedik2..ewahhhh!!! mengada2nya..dia ingat aku suka agaknya..."ala miss, enS kan jaga bahagian aktiviti plajar".."haa...dah tu, pasal mandi2 u all pun, takkan dia pulak yang jaga??"


tak lama pastu, masuk sms enS berbunyi begini: tak dapat cuti ke enS? blok kami takde air la..tandas dah la bau busuk - dia forward mesej drp budak yang tadi (mesej terbaru)..dan enS ikut nasihat aku, TAK PAYAH REPLY..

hello students... korang dah besar dah..dah bukan lagi anak2 tadika atau budak skolah yang perlu dimanja2kan lagi..matangla sikit..bagi pecah sikit kepala tu, berfikir...penat melayan diorg ni, macam layan budak2 tadika...

aku tak boleh lepas tangan sesuka hati, sebab ini tanggungjawab...esok takut tak terjwab bila disoal kemudian hari..nauzubillah..tapi aku takleh terima bila ada students mempersoalkan sebab felow warden ada elaun, jadi ...(sendiri sambungla..malas nak sakitkan hati sndiri)


(sambungan daripada title entri ni) - tapi kalau kena pada masanyalah kan...

pss...sambil2 aku menaip entri ni, aku dengar je bunyi air yang budak2 blok K ni tadah kat luar blok...


entri kali ni, aku tak larat nak edit lawa2..
letak pic ke apa..
sbb dah ngantuk..
main aci tulis je ni..
kalau simpan esok, feel dah takde..

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

"cinta antara kita"
























"sudah berapa lama

diriku ini
tak bertemu mu
mungkin ku harap jua
kau merindu ku
sebagaimanaku rinduimu"



I always knew that looking back on my tears would someday make me laugh, but I never knew that looking back on my laughter would someday make me cry.
I miss you.





Friday, July 3, 2009

Twenty-One Steps To A Better Life


ONE.
Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully


TWO. Marry a man / woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.

THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.

FOUR. When you say, "I LOVE YOU", mean it.

FIVE. When you say, "I'M SORRY", look the person in the eye.

SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.

SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight.

EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.

NINE. Love deeply and passionately. you might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.

ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives.

TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly.

THIRTEEN. when someone asks you a question that you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "why do you want to know?"

FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk.

FIFTEEN. Say "Yarhamkallah" when you hear someone sneeze, and mean it.

SIXTEEN. When you lose, don't lose the lesson.

SEVENTEEN. Remember the 3R's : Respect for self; respect for others; and Responsibility for all your actions.

EIGHTEEN. don't let a little dispute injure a great friendship.

NINETEEN. When you realize you've made a mistake, take immediate steps to correct it.

TWENTY. Smile when picking up the phone. The caller will hear it in your voice.

TWENTY-ONE. Spend some time alone!










what else can i do to show how much i care about you? *sigh*


Thursday, July 2, 2009

~a trip down memory lane~



kak lang,

tau kan tadi, kay gelak tak ingat,

pastu nangis time kita berYM...

ni semua gara-gara cerita surprise birthday party &

si dia yg berkain pelikat mintak no phone tu lah..

down to memory lane la ye, kata intan..

=') lebih kuranglah....



"awak kawan saya kan?"

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Monday, June 29, 2009

dear diary...


Rumitnya seorang isteri, dan simplenye seorang suami...jadi selalu kena berfikiran positif...barulah tercipta rumahku syurgaku...

BUKU HARIAN ISTERI

Malam Minggu - Dia berkelakuan aneh. Sebelumnya kami berjanji bertemu di Cafe. Aku shopping seharian dengan kawan-kawan, sehingga mungkin dia kesal karena aku agak lewat sampai di Cafe, tapi dia tak bercakap.

Dia tak bercakap langsung, jadi aku ajak dia pergi ke tempat yang agak sunyi supaya kami dapat berbincang,
dia setuju tapi tetap diam membisu. Aku tanya apa yang salah - dia jawab, "Tak ada".

Aku tanyakan apakah kesalahan ku yang membuatnya kesal. Dia kata hal ini tak ada kaitannya dengan ku dan minta aku tak usah sibuk.

Dalam perjalanan pulang, ku katakan aku mencintainya, dia cuma tersenyum tipis dan tetap membisu. Aku tak dapat menjelaskan perangainya petang itu. Aku tak habis-habis berfikir kenapa dia tak menjawab, "Aku cinta kamu juga".

Sesampainya dirumah, aku merasa kehilangan dia, dan seolah-olah dia tak menghendaki ku lagi. Dia hanya duduk dan nonton depan TV; dia terlihat jauh dan menghilang.. ...

Akhirnya aku putuskan untuk tidur. Lebih kurang 10 minit kemudian, dia masuk ke kamar. Aku tak tahan lagi, ku putuskan untuk menghadapinya dan menanyakan soal sebenarnya, tapi dia langsung tertidur. Aku mulai menangis sampai tertidur. Aku tak tahu apa yang harus ku lakukan. Hidupku terasa bergoncang.. ...



BUKU HARIAN SUAMI

Hari ini Sepanyol kalah. SIALLLLL!!!



see...banyak mana perempuan meluahkan perasaan?? abis sume dipikirkan..jadi sesak kepala..
lelaki pulak??

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

you make me crazy!!!!!!!!



memang rasa nak gilos tengok barang2 yang kaler pink ni...
aku tidaklah girlish sangat, tapi bila tengok yang ni, rasa macam
"nak ni semua!!!!! leh tak???"




Tuesday, June 23, 2009

dear, i miss your smile...



:: Make someone happy today! (you'll be happy too!!!) ::
*******************************
.Smile.
.Help them carry something.
.Send a thank-you email.
.Call just to see how they’re doing.
.Pick them flowers.
.Cook them a nice meal.
.Tell a joke and laugh your butts off.
.Clean.
.Write a love letter to a loved one.
.Give them a cherished book.
.Bake cookies.
.Praise them publicly.
.Thank them for a job well done.
.Listen.
.Be there when they’re in need.
.Give a free hug.
.Spend time with them, having fun.
.Say I love you.
.Help them get ahead.
.Be proud of them.
.Babysit if they need it.
.Buy them movie tickets.
.Create a care package.
.Chocolate..
.List the things you love about them.
.Secretly leave them thank you notes.
.Give a back rub when appropriate.
.Deliver a nice lunch to them when they’re having a rough day.
.Love them, completely.
.Be happy yourself.

****************************************

Any ideas on how to make people happy? What do you normally do to make someone happy? Add them in the comment box!!



Monday, June 22, 2009

:: YOU RAISE ME UP ::


to our dearest Mak & Abah,
Happy 29th Anniversary
(21st June)



..........
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;

You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;

I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;

You raise me up to more than I can be.

..........



Happy Father's Day to Abah

some kids are lucky
they get to have ...
... the best kind of dads
but i'm the luckiest
because you ...
... are mine !


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